Sunday, June 19th

CLEANING DAYS SUCK.

Daft Punk - Human After All
Woot. :D


So, first of all, I'm feeling MUCH better. Thanks guys. I love you dearly.

Jake apologized and told me he didn't have much fun at the mall anyway, so we'd go this weekend. And that he'd pay my way. <3 Also, Riki explained, and so I guess it's all cool now. I don't feel so abandoned.

I went to the costume party, and DAMN was it fun. Riki and Jake couldn't go, but my sister came, so it was alright. I won best female costume with this. My face had this design over one eye, which looked pretty wicked. I ended looking like some chick from Dead or Alive, with the get-up and makeup and what not.

We all watched The Rocky Horror Picture Show outside on a projector, and man, that movie is trippy. xD Funny as hell, too. We had a few screamers at the party, who blurted out some interesting things at certain parts of the movie, and we also had prop bags. We threw bird seed, toast, and assaulted each other with squirt guns when it rained in the movie. Dorian, being the ass he is, kept squirting us throughout the whole damn movie. As soon as the credits roled, I totally pwned him though, since I had hidden my squirt gun in my large sleeve. :3

Afterwards, we had squirt gun wars. This is when the DoA-ness really kicked in, since I was jumping around and assaulting others with my undeniable power. >:3 I also got hugged about a bajillion times and kissed on the head once, against my will. xDDD

Dorian and I collected noisemakers after the chairs were carried away and had wars with those, and I ended up with about 5. xD Then, somebody had the fabulous idea to try to fit as many people in a porta-potty as they could. They tried to coax me in, to no avail. They ended up fitting about 8 grown guys and girls inside, and then Joseph decided to PICK ME UP and carry me inside. My aunt saved me though, so I wasn't forced to endure the horror. O.o;

It was a really fun night. I totally love my cousin's friends, and even though I thought it wouldn't be all too great, it really was.

Today, I woke up and heard this: "You're not doing ANYTHING until your whole room is organized to perfection and clean as a whistle." Oh Jebus. T.T My gracious sister helped me indeed, all day. We dragged everything out, rearranged it, and put it back. EVERYTHING. My drawers, dresser, bed, vanity table, computer desk, EVERYTHING. Ugh. =.=;;

In all, it ended up taking 6 1/2 hours to clean the whole damn thing. It looks really nice right about now, but really. It totally sucked.

But, my mom made my favorite cake, so it's alright. Ever had Pina Colada cake? HOSHITZ. <3 It ownz my soul.

My family and I plan on going to the zoo soon. WOOT. I love zoo days. <3

I love you guys! <3 <3 <3

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[ Mokora spoke softly on 06.19.05 at 10:26 PM ]

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Friday, June 17th

Who Needs Friends Anymore?

Eisley - I Wasn't Prepared
Rejected.


I think everything great is happening all around me. For one, everyone I know has a significant other they can't shut up about. Except for me. Normally I wouldn't care, but lately, I don't even have friends. My own friends care more about their girlfriends/boyfriends or other friends, and they're pretty obvious.

I was blown off again, by one of my only 2 best friends. Because his girlfriend wanted to go on date at the last minute, after we'd planned our outing for a week and half. She pulled all this 'You spend so much time with her, and I'm so jealous of her.' bullshit on him about me, when we haven't gone anywhere for a month. Riki doesn't bother to do anything with me anymore, and I don't hear from her weeks at a time.

I used to have so many good friends, but they've slowly grown away. And I don't know why it all happened, but I don't have much left. I feel literally abandoned. I feel like someone who had so much, but now is reduced to nothing, while people point and laugh.

Adam is now going out with my cousin, and now's he's taking her to the concert he promised to take me to, and I tried hard not to be upset over that.

But everyone's so busy and happy, and everyone's just buzzing with how perfect things are. And I hit a breaking point tonight, after feeling like this for some time, and I've been crying for 2 hours now. My friends don't give a damn about me anymore, I'm the only one who doesn't have someone to cheer them up. I know I'm just whining, but it's really hard. I don't have anyone to come over and talk with anymore, or someone to see movies with. I think I'll have to go to my cousin's party alone, and be the only one there my age. I think I'll be excluded, and I'll go home, and have nothing to do for weeks longer.

My sister asked me recently why everything sucked. I could've laughed in her face, because she's just buzzing lately, now that she's dating someone, and everything's great. She took those words 'everything sucks' for granted. I don't know when it happened, but suddenly, it's like I'm nothing. I feel so worthless. Because I always get dropped for someone else or other things, or just because someone doesn't want to spend time with me. I don't know when I became such a nuisance.

I don't know who my friends are anymore, and I never knew that I loved them so much when I had them. I've never felt alone before, but I sure as hell do now. Because there's no one left, besides family.

I never knew I depended so much on the people who enjoyed being around me. Sorry I'm complaining.


[ Mokora spoke softly on 06.17.05 at 12:46 AM ]

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Wednesday, June 8th

OMG Stance Punks! <3

Stance Punks - No Boy, No Cry!
Excited as HELL.


OMG OMG OMG. The Naruto Op 9 single is OUT! Anyway, some angelic soul ripped the track, and I found it floating about the net. And I uploaded it for you. <3

DOWNLOAD IT. OMG OMG OMG.

WTF SANDWICHES MAN.

And! My Aya CD came. Omg. Today is like, the best day of my life. When I get my mp3 rotation up, I'll post Aya's best songs, like Kinjirareta Uta and Shadows on the Road. <3

[Yes, this is a SPAM post. I'll add to it later when my life get's less boring-as-hell. <3]




[ Mokora spoke softly on 06.08.05 at 02:02 PM ]

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Monday, June 6th

Mannequins Need Love Too?

MINMI - Shiki no Uta
Bwarhar.


Hello loves. <3 Guess what Moko did recently?

...Yes. Endured the horror that is Silent Hill 2. With whom? Adam and my spastic cousin.

First of all, I will NEVER feel the same when I enter a broken-down apartment complex. I will really get uneasy if I hear some fat guy hurling in the toilet, and I'll probably scream if I encounter some 4-legged mannequins without heads or arms having a mad orgy with each other. Yes, SH2 can do that.

The strategy guide specifically called this hot, dirty sex fling 'creatures doing bizarre things.' Bizarre things my confused and grossed-out little ASS. We entered the room and WHAMO. There are some mannequins having hard, dirty sex in the corner. I mean, it looked violent. Also, they were being, ahem, 'conducted' by this pimp of a creature, who was wearing a traffic cone on his head or something. The noises were humorous, in the least.

It went down like so.

Me: (The assigned guide, mind you.) Okay, in the room, you'll see creatures doing bizarre things.
Adam: *Goes in.*
[Cut-scene plays with major humpage and grindage by mannequins, who, by the way, are utterly uneqquipped, if you catch my drift.]
Me: What the--?!
Sister: O.O;;;;
Adam: *Laughs. Hysterically. While the guy in the game attempts to hide, so as not to be gang-raped by a pack of clothing-displayers.*
Me: Is that what I think--?!?! (I had now lost all ability to form complete sentences.)
Cousin: *Joins in with the hysterical giggling.*
Me: Holy--!
Sister: O.O;;;;;;;;;;;;;
Adam: *Is still laughing, while the poor guy who walked in on this in the game is almost discovered by Mr. Conehead.*
Me: *Laughs also.* (How very cliche of myself.)

This was made ALL better, when Adam died 2 minutes later without saving. Thus, we watched it again. Only this time, it was much funnier. And we have new greetings now. Whenever I see Adam, I'm just like, "Adam~! HARD, DIRTY MANNEQUIN SEX." And of course he laughs. Because that's all he ever does.

On a less-disturbing note, I downloaded all 4 Samurai Champloo OSTs in 1 bittorrent file. HELLZ YES. That is some SLAMMIN' music right there, bub. Get it. Or don't. Or, y'know what, do. Because it's just that good.

Also, I went shopping yesterday, at the mall with my sister and mom. MY SISTER AND MOM. Needless to say, there was a LOT of tension, a lot of me telling my sister to shut up, and a lot of my mom telling my sister she was ruining her day. I did get nice new clothes though! <3

Speaking of nice new clothes, I got a Samurai Cham and Trigun t-shirts. OMG YES. And, I also got this tight-fitting short-sleeved Cowboy Bebop shirt with Spike looking particularly sexy on the front. OMG. They're like, my new favorite things in life. <3 <3 <3

I also picked up a few manga. I got Bleach Vol. 1, which is funny. It made me chuckle numerous times. My favorite part was Ichigo's dad, though. "The rules of my house are iron! You break 'em, you gotta BLEED!" xD Lmao.

I got Peach Girl Vol. 2, which drove me INSANE. That manga makes me a nervous wreck, because Momo doesn't do enough to that bitch, Sae. I mean, come on. I would've socked it to her, not just pleaded with Toji to believe me. RAWR. It made me SO. MAD. I wish Momo would just go with Kairi, and then be happy. I mean, WHAM, end of drama, right there.

Princess Ai Vol. 1 is okay. I think they spend too much time analyzing Ai's character, rather than thinking out the conflicts of the demons that are after her. It just seemed skippy, and Ai seemed rather Mary-Sue-ish. Which I hate. Meh. It was okay, I guess. I bought it for the art, anyway.

That's all for now. Oh, Mokora.Net is up fully, now. So check it out? :D

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[ Mokora spoke softly on 06.06.05 at 03:16 PM ]

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Monday, May 30th

Happy Memorial's Day!

Oblivion Dust - Genkai Haretsu
Normal. Cheery?


Hey. :D I'm in a MUCH better mood today, thankfully. The sky has cleared up, (literally and metaphorically,) and my day has been festive. Kind of?

My mom grilled chicken and burgers today, with garlic bread, salad, and rice, for Memorial's Day. It was totally good. <3 Over dinner, we talked about World War II. Funny, I didn't expect to actually talk about such things on M's Day. Heh.

We also took my sweet, precious, lovely little Chihuahua, Maya, for a walk around our neighborhood. She was freaking out, which is always amusing. xD My dad kept saying we were lost, which we weren't, but no one believed me. Of course. xP

Also, for my musical reccommendation, definitely check into Aya. She's what I've been looking for. A Japanese female rocker, who makes FABULOUS songs. I'm buying her CD off of Amazon in a sec, and if you get the chance, listen to Kinjirareta Uta, or Forbidden Song. It's AMAZINGLY CATCHY. <3

Okay, on a more collected note, I took one of those time-killing surveys that float about the net aimlessly. Just for entertainment. So here it is.

Survey, beetches!

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[ Mokora spoke softly on 05.30.05 at 08:37 PM ]

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